Goodbye 2011

I can't for the life of me believe that 2011 is leaving. I, for one, am very grateful to the year. I accomplished so many wonderful things and personally had probably one of the best years of my life. I don't ever remember feeling so accomplished.

I think I grew up a lot this year. I don't mean age wise, but mentally and emotionally. I let go of old feelings and resentments and owed up to my own choices. Choices in which at some point I thought were mistakes, but now I realize were right all along. I took back control of me as a person. For a while, I was too busy trying to please everyone and keep up with others that I was lost. I'm so glad I focused on my health. Since January of 11 I focused on my health and it's been one benefit after another. I lost 65+ lbs! That is a whole lot of weight! I regained my health.... and in turn my fertility. I feel great.... a little nauseous... but great! Now, I can't predict the future, but I sure can thank God for granting me the opportunity of becoming pregnant and carrying this new life inside of me. It's a magical feeling. A feeling I thought would never come. Not only have I managed to make myself happy, but by being happy I've managed to make those around me smile as well. My hubby for one is the happiest guy alive right now. I love him. I cannot see myself with anyone else. Not to toot my own horn, but I've inspired so many to change the way they take care of themselves. Complete strangers even. Coworkers, friends, strangers, online friends... they've all told me how I somehow inspired them to lose the weight. It's such a great feeling. And I'm glad I've been able to do something for others even while doing it for me.

This year taught me that I can do ANYTHING and achieve ANYTHING that my heart desires. I know 2012 will just be a continuation of my wonderful life. I know things will continue to blossom for me and my family. I know that with a kind heart and an open mind, and a spirit full of faith we're all able to do great things. So no, I'm not scared that it'll all end. I know. I believe that everything will be alright and that God will continue to grace me with love.

I wish you all a very, very, very happy new year! Stay focused, driven, and filled with love and faith!