Goodbye 2011

I can't for the life of me believe that 2011 is leaving. I, for one, am very grateful to the year. I accomplished so many wonderful things and personally had probably one of the best years of my life. I don't ever remember feeling so accomplished.

I think I grew up a lot this year. I don't mean age wise, but mentally and emotionally. I let go of old feelings and resentments and owed up to my own choices. Choices in which at some point I thought were mistakes, but now I realize were right all along. I took back control of me as a person. For a while, I was too busy trying to please everyone and keep up with others that I was lost. I'm so glad I focused on my health. Since January of 11 I focused on my health and it's been one benefit after another. I lost 65+ lbs! That is a whole lot of weight! I regained my health.... and in turn my fertility. I feel great.... a little nauseous... but great! Now, I can't predict the future, but I sure can thank God for granting me the opportunity of becoming pregnant and carrying this new life inside of me. It's a magical feeling. A feeling I thought would never come. Not only have I managed to make myself happy, but by being happy I've managed to make those around me smile as well. My hubby for one is the happiest guy alive right now. I love him. I cannot see myself with anyone else. Not to toot my own horn, but I've inspired so many to change the way they take care of themselves. Complete strangers even. Coworkers, friends, strangers, online friends... they've all told me how I somehow inspired them to lose the weight. It's such a great feeling. And I'm glad I've been able to do something for others even while doing it for me.

This year taught me that I can do ANYTHING and achieve ANYTHING that my heart desires. I know 2012 will just be a continuation of my wonderful life. I know things will continue to blossom for me and my family. I know that with a kind heart and an open mind, and a spirit full of faith we're all able to do great things. So no, I'm not scared that it'll all end. I know. I believe that everything will be alright and that God will continue to grace me with love.

I wish you all a very, very, very happy new year! Stay focused, driven, and filled with love and faith!

Guess Who Finally Came to Town?

LOL. I'm probably the only girl who gets super excited when this happens. Why you ask? Well, because it hardly ever comes and when it does I feel normal. I feel like the woman that I am. Even though I've got cramps, feel bloated, my boobs hurt, and I'm such an emotional roller coaster, I can't help but get excited to think that my body will finally get with it. I mean I'm 31 and I would LOVE to have a beautiful healthy baby soon..... how awesome would that be? But I gotta take it slow... one day at a time... and when God decides it'll happen. :) It will happen.

The Long Drive and Why I will Never Drive Without AC Again

Precious taking a break at a rest stop somewhere between Modesto and San Francisco.

The hubby and I decided to take a little trip to good 'ol San Francisco. A little getaway to be exact. We, as has become our routine packed the dogs in the car and headed out. Within an hour of hitting the road however, I began to regret our decision. As you recall, the mechanics at Chrysler ruined my AC. I thought that having the windows down might make things tolerable, but boy was ix wrong! The road was unforgiving. It was HOT! 105 degrees of hot wind was in our face 5 out of the six hours we were en route. It was uncomfortable, but tolerable.... for me. For my dogs, that was a completely different story. Precious, my shih-tzu was a completely different story. She began breathing very hard and seemed to be having a panic attack. She even began barking at my hubby. He pulled her to the front and sprayed some water on her. She wasn't looking good. I seriously was afraid she'd have a heat stroke. :( Thankfully, I was able to pull out of the freeway and into a gasoline station. Manuel went into the mini mart and bought a bag of ice. We placed put the window visor on the back seat and we laid the ice bag in the middle. I pushed Precious near it. As soon as she felt the coolness of the ice she laid on top of it. My baby was finally feeling better. It took her about 15 minutes to get back to her normal self. Thank GOD! Needless to say, I was very upset in regards to my AC, but happy that things didn't end badly. I will never drive without AC again! NEVER!