Big Fat Positive!

Yay!!!!!! I'm living the happiest moment of my life right now :) I can't even begin to put into words the amount of happiness peeing on a stick has brought me. As I stated in my previous post I wanted to wait until today. Well, low and behold at exactly 12:30 a.m. I had to wake up to pee.... and I thought... ahhh let's do this... and I did...and there came that second line within seconds. Isn't it amazing? LOL.. It's amazing to us. I can't stop smiling now :)

Now since I began getting positives with the other test I'm counting 10DPO as my first BFP. :)

Could it be?

Over thanksgiving break I purchased some cheap pregnancy strips from online. The reviews were awesome so I thought, I don't lose anything by trying them out. Well, I've done just that and on Wednesday I got what I thought looked like a possible positive... But I still wasn't sure and I've tested everyday since... And today I got this. It's faint, but it's gotten darker... And it's there! On fertility friend they are calling this a positive, but I'm still not 100% sold. So today we got the First Response Kit.... And I'm sooooo scared to test. So scared! I'm gonna wait for tomorrow. I'm praying to God that the 2nd line shows. As they say, "a line is a line." So I ask of you if you have a minute to pray for us and wish us luck and health. It's been 9 years of trying... Nine years y'all!

Thanks!

6DPO

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I'm so anxious to test! Sadly, it's way too soon to tell. Experts also don't recommend testing as it is possible to get a positive and then have the egg not implant properly. Therefore, giving me a "chemical pregnancy". Which would just be too much to handle right now. But let me tell you about my boobs... They hurt! Since ovulation the soreness has been pretty bad. On Thursday it wasn't so bad, but yesterday I thought they were gonna fall off! LOL... then this morning they were pretty normal and now again the soreness is here. They say it's because of the progesterone hormone. I'm just not used to the soreness because with PCOS I hardly ever experienced a menstrual cycle. And now that my body is going through it it's different. I don't know if it's my mind playing tricks on me, but usually around 9'ish I get VERY hungry. Even my stomach starts growling. That's even having breakfast. That's weird for me. I've noticed I'm pretty intolerable to smells too. Like last time we went to eat and I could smell the pinesol in the floor and it made me sick. I'm also unable to stand the scent of a coworker's perfume. I mentioned it to my other coworker and she said she didn't smell it at all. I'm cold ALL the time. And if not cold, I feel like I'm running a fever.... I'm waking up every hour on the hour to pee during the night. In the day I'm pretty capable of holding it, but at night I go. I'm starting to think I'm crazy here... I know it's too soon for pregnancy symptoms. But luckily I'm not moody (well except once). I think it's because I'm excited, so I try not to let things get to me. I'm trying to think positive and hoping for the best. But I know that things may also not happen. I won't lie and say it won't be sad and I totally think I'll probably cry, but if Aunt Flo shows up I will try to see it as another chance... a chance I hardly ever got before. This was honestly the 3rd time I ovulated in the last 4 months. Which is awesome as before I'd only ovulate 1-2 times a year and didn't even know when at that. I know this is gonna happen for us. Fingers crossed :)