Wednesday, April 22, 2015

It's Been A While

It's been several months since I last checked in on the blog. Seriously, it was always hard before baby and now it seems quite impossible. In fact, I am hardly on the computer as it is. BUT somehow right now here I am. So here's the update.

I am now the mother of a toddler who's about to be TWO! I can't believe it. Time has flown and my baby boy has grown so much. He's all over the place and baby talking away. He's a total sweetheart and such a bright little man.

Hubby and I have decided to try for another without the stress. But is that even possible? Because it did take us 10 years to get our little miracle. I am hopeful that it will be quicker this time around. I am actually starting to get excited about the idea of having another baby bear in the house. And at the same time I question myself weather we can do it. I mean it is exhausting, challenging, and so demanding to be a parent, but the idea of Ale having someone to play with and grow up with and another little person to cuddle with is just too grand to give up on.

So to hopefully make our odds better I've began working out and taking my vitamins again. It's challenging, but I've lost 13 lbs already this month. It's hard, but so worth it. I tell myself that even if I don't get pregnant at least I'll be healthier.... and that is true... at the core of it all it is true. But having another baby would be such a blessing.

So wish us luck, pray for us, and send us lots of baby dust. :)