Endeavour

It's not everyday that a space shuttle lands in Los Angeles. Let alone, it is not common at all to find a space shuttle at the entrance of a mall. So of course, the hubby and I decided to take a walk (a very loooooong walk) on over to see first hand history. 

The Endeavour is huge. It's a piece of American history that just happens to be rolling down south central los angeles making it's way to the CA Science Center. I'm so happy we got to see it prior to it being placed at the Science Center. Welcome home Endeavour!

I am pregnant.

“Today I am pregnant and I love my baby.”

“I am pregnant until someone tells me otherwise.”

“My past does not dictate my future. A previous miscarriage does not mean I will have another miscarriage.”

“Just because a friend/relative is having a miscarriage, does not mean that it will happen to me.”

Miscarriage and pregnancy complications are not contagious, only fear and stress are.

“Hope does not make bad things happen.” You cannot “jinx” your pregnancy by getting excited or telling someone. Live in the positive.

“There is nothing I can do to prevent a miscarriage from happening.” Worrying yourself sick doesn’t prevent a miscarriage. “And if (gods forbid) it were to happen again, I know I will survive.”

I knew it!

Positive Pregnancy Test :)

I am truly excited and scared all at the same time. It's so unexpected what with everything

that happened in the last month. But I have to remember that God is in control of everything and that things will be okay. Everything will be okay. Please keep us in your prayers.

I have a feeling...

but I don't want to jinx it. I don't want to get my hopes up. As happy as it would make me to know that again there might be that little chance I also get sick to my stomach filled with fear. I don't know if I could do this again. I don't think I could end this year in sadness. I mean you have to give it to me. 2012 has been filled with loss for me. I lost my baby. I lost my boss. I lost the feeling of family at work and just recently, I lost my grandfather. It's been rough. Yet somehow I'm here. So it's true. . . I will survive. Life does go on. But by the same token, I did regain my faith in God. Because only He was able to get me through all these losses. So yeah, I have a feeling I may be expecting again, but I really won't know until a few more days. And if I am, please God... give me the strength and courage and faith to stay positive and stress-free. And if I'm not, give me the strength, and courage, and faith to keep trying.

cicLAvia

Historic Downtown LA

I had so much fun at cicLAvia. It was honestly one of the best days of the year for me. At first I was unsure about it, but am so glad I gave into the hype and tried it out.

Exposition Park

In all, Emyly and I rode for a little over 13 miles through the city of Los Angeles. From my house to Chinatown to Exposition park and back. The weather was perfect too. Nice and breezy, just how I like it.

Just another day biking in LA.

Of course right now my butt is on fire as I hadn't sat on a bicycle for that long ever, but it was worth it. Can't wait for the next cicLAvia!